Finally everything over... my grandfather funeral wake ended today.... tomorrow will be going to collect his ashes... but this is the first time i ever go to collect the remains of someone ... all those previous time ... was being tied down by study and stuff... so cannot attend ... so this being the last one, i must attend if not guess will regret for life....
Hm... it's about 4am in the morning and i'm still using my laptop think i must be a bit mad... been feeling rather down lately ...
Let's talk about last sunday first.. went to qwy and work ... didn't really like it ... think i being treated with abit of hostility.. not sure why... hai...
Then today something bad happen, my grandpa in critical condition hai.... hope he will make it... !!! He's the only one left... this past 2 months both of my grandma and 1 of my grandpa were gone... i knew things are hard for my parent ....
I think it's rather shocking that everything happen all at the same thing... not i fear of my handphone ringing ... scare to hear something bad happen to who and who... i have never been to afraid of the ringing of my hp...
yeah today went to class gathering with my 4E1 friends... haha.. went to K-box... haha... quite fun to see all of them... haha.. and i learn a new slang... so cool.... haha... guess only someone noe what i mean... haha... in just a day i heard so many times...
I think it's always very fun to go out with those old classmate... thinking of those past years... then suddenly remember so many years have passed by .... getting so old haha.... 5 years already... wah... half a decade le...
Uh... kinda feeling sian lately ... dunno why... maybe holidays gonna be over soon... hai...
er... tomorrow must register for next sem dunno wat to take so "fan" ...
Oh... finally exams over le... no need to study for 1 month haha... so happy!!!! Finally can do the stuff i wan ... think it's time for me to clear some of my piled up PS2 games... haha ... still like got 32 haven't completed ... dots... completed le 29 still have so much .. think my ps 2 can last me for quite a while until i get a new console... haha...
Hai... sadly i think i didn't perform too well for the exam ... so all i wish is that i dun need to "ta bao" anything ... dun wanna add extra burden very sian and depressing one...
December le.. haha so fast ... hope this month will pass very slowly .. i wanna find some time to rest ... ah.... !!!! think i going to stop here le... going to play my ps2 haha... !!!
Today is probably the worst day of my life that i have... stupid physical chemistry exam i dunno a single shit... really dunno how to do .... think i gonna fail my exam... ah... frustrated and feeling very sian... i dunno what will become of my GPA think it's the end ....
Think i going to go crazy soon... ah....!!!!
Ermm... a lot have happen since last friday... someone close to me have already left this world ... i guess life is really unpredictable you really won't know what will happen next ... everything just changes without giving us a choice... So i guess we should not take things for granted... Must cherish every single moment of your life as you really don't know when it will end... It may be a few years down the road,a few months,a few days, a few hours later, or even a few minutes or seconds...
Haha... having brain dead now ... just come to hall after a long lecture day... brain wanna spoil already cannot take in any more stuff... saturated ..haha...
Erm... think i'm losing more and more instead of catching up which is not a good sign... hai... the topics just get more and more abstract each days... can't they have pity on my small brain... not enough time to study.... sian... !!!!
haha ... so fast now October already.... exam coming my way in one months time... sian... actually tomorrow will be having my physics quiz sian ... think confirm very hard one sian....
just hope can pass ... been quite busy lately .... think will be worse in 2 weeks time all the quizzes coming.... then after that all the exam ... why ...???
Hope December will arrived in a just a blink of time ... then no need to study for one month... good life ah... dun wanna think about study and stuff very brain damaging... hai... no choice have to continue if not like waste money haha... who ask me take up this stupid hard course... hai... kinda regret...
hai... btw going to sleep le... yawn...zzz
Finally Start of recess ... yeah!!! got 1 week short break from all the lectures and tutorial.. haha... so happy actually not really lah... still need to do my formal lab report, tutorial, studying for the incoming quiz right after the recess kinda sucks...
but at least got to take a short break or so to completely forget about study so great... life's good in my own room... haha much better than staying in my hall haha... so boring there nothing much to do... wanna stream video or wat also have to wait and wait, the connection there just sucks big time especially in the night time... just love to be home ... guess i much of a home person... haha...
More things to do at my home also.... I gonna enjoy my recess week.... !!!!
Haha... haven't been updating my blog much ... guess i just too busy.... or should i say lazy... coz it shouldn't take too much time to write an entry anyway... haha...
Hai.. times really fly in uni ... this is 5th week of my uni life le... wah... Quiz on the 7th week so much to study so little time how to finish up all the stuff... !!! Haha... hai.... don't think too much lah...
Oh this is my first entry for the september... !!! can increase another line in the Archive portion of my blog ... haha.. guess uni life is much abt studying and mugging haha.. that's kinda lame ... but no choice still have to continue on...
One thing i really enjoy is going to lab haha... must wear the white lab coat and stuff... makes you look so professional while in actual facts u know nothing at all about the experiment being done.... haha.. kinda of irony ... then end up pestering the Lab Tech for answer and stuff.. haha... Apart from that, i think lab session is really the only place i get to know more ppl due to all the interaction as we have to do our experiment in group ... Each day going to lab, end up discovering more ppl from my tutorial group as you see not all the lab ppl are the same as your tutorial group ppl .. it's kinda random and stuff...
Kk, just have my dinner in my hall... slacking around typing my blog think i need to go and take a bath and start my mugging session soon.. That's life ... live with it... sigh.... !!! haha....
这是我第一次用华文来写我的blog.... 今天感到真的很烦。。。。 今天搞扎了我的Economics...
hai... Fuck up econs... i hate u!! I really dun understand a single shit abt it .... still wanna ask me to present my answers... dots... sia confirm screwed up one.... the worst thing is that point will be given according to how well u present ... and i seriously think i screw big time.... hai.... vexed sia... 20% for paricipation think will get like only 1 % sucks.... so unfair... how u expect me to absorb so much ... when i dun have any econ shit background... sian...
It's second week of uni life... haha starting to adapt a bit... hope can do better.. but life in hall sure is sian
haha nothing to do much but mug and mug .. me and my roomie super mugger.... haha.. think i not intending to join any eca... might only be staying for 1 year... haha ... i guess home is still the best haha.... more freedom and got more things to do at home sia...
haha..
CBE: 160 A.U haha... so much to study... so sian mu my roomie only 147 A.U like abt 4 subjects lesser than me...
Hai... poor me... but i guess it's realluy my choice to take this course so nothing to complain abt :P guess i just wanna complain it in my blog haha... good way to release stress.....!!
Wah... I'm in despair... think my mind all rusty cannot think anymore... sian ah... dun understand a shit about my lecture... dots... the prof like crazy one... keep rumbling on when no one really understand what's he talking abt.... !!!! Ah...
He covers like more than 3 months of A level bio in like less than 2 hours... dots ... ppl with bio background already getting no ball le can imagine ppl with no bio background ... dots dying from my lectures..... someone save me ah...
Hai... i'm in despair....
Wah die... feeling damn stress sia... dunno what to do .... need to print so many paper for my lectures... gonna faint already... 88 pages... dunno what to do sia...
Should i buy a cheap laser printer... ?? or go school print but i need the notes by monday ah... wat to do sia... really in a lost now... sian ah... then dunno got any binding service or not ... print so much so hard to carry around look like idiot like that .... sian....
haha.... today went to my hall to clean up with my roomie... haha... my room so small haha.. ke lian sia... then like no laundry pt for drying clothes dunno what to do sia.... should be moving in on this sunday... hopes everything goes well... like super luan sia...!!!! suddenly back to the studying world after 2 years and 8 months break... not sure can cope with this kind of stress any more or not....
Pray pray.... will be able to adapt soon to this new uni life... another chapter of my life has begun... a complete new phase... !!!!
Haha had not been updating my blog recently... a bit lazy to do so .. yeah.... finally got my own personal laptop...haha... been waiting for a long time for it ... and school kinda started... and i can already feel the stress coming from the opening address... die... need to mug like hell... dun think have much time for anything except study le...kinda sad... sia
Not only that yesterday i went to draw my hostel key le with my roomi, ivan... haha... my room is quite small... nothing much inside quite run down building... haha... see how things loh... haha... anyway going to go to school soon le... haha...
haha... something happen today really brighten up my mood haha... it was raining quite heavy when i got off from my bus 72 ... it just started pouring down... then it was like more than 100m away from the mrt station... i was looking at the station wondering whether to run thru in the rain or wait... just then a lady step up to me and ask if i want to go to the station and offered to shelter me with her umbrella... wah... really lucky and felt really happy to have this kind of kind hearted person around... then for the whole day was in a very good mood.. haha...
Ah.... !!! I did it again... !!! fail my TP again... !!! Third time le.... Met this really weird tester... keep asking me to drive fast fast like no need to care for other ppl safety...!!! weird ah... !!! Damn it... !!!
Really sian abt it ... i hate driving....!!!! Hai... had to wait until Oct for my next test ... eeh... guess still it would be long before i can put a slash on the TP in my wishlist ... !!! hai....
Let's see ah... Tomorrow my third TP(ah.....) sian ah... really sian and stress about it ... hope this time can pass le... really no more money to learn... been spending like a bomb trying to get that license... phew... more than 2k dump into drain... ah... my money.... Pray pray... just let me pass tomorrow....
Let's see what happen this week... oh btw this is my first entry for this month... been rather slack lately not updating much... haha.. sorry to bore you guys... haha... only not much stuff usually in my entry anyway...
kk let's start off with last friday... we had a farewell supper ... all ppl from HBF And Vivo went down... haha... went to Newton to eat haha... order seafood and all others stuff... after that went to marcus house to play for a while then went home with louis and zi guo ... dots... on the way home louis mom called him... then dunno why louis pass me his phone to talk to his mum ....then i ended up kanna scolding like tat... felt a bit insulted by her comments... Damn... !!! But i can understand why she feels like tat ... so no hard feelings....
Wah... then came Sat, woke up at 11am... feeling very sick already... started having running nose and stuff but still continue to went to work... found out zi guo also abit sick ... he keeps saying that he is freezing whereas i felt very hot, was in fact perspiring .. then after a while things turn out for the worse i began to feel super cold , my fingers feel like ice... dun believe ask dervon haha... i ask her to touch...
Sun came..., off day, thought will be better after one night rest but it didn't ... become even worse... felt numb and strengthless ... sort of having a fever
Monday, finally cannot take it le.... went to see doc... wah... his medicine super powerful drink le will make u even more strengthless and drowsy.... but luckily much better after taking it ... he say my cough very serious decide to gave me mc... haha ...
Then today Tue, First time working in Taka wah... damn boring ... sian got nothing to do... dunno what to do.... haha got to see bee eng again... haha.... tot wun see her again so soon after the reshufflement haha... glad to see her...
wah... tired now wanna sleep le medicine acting up le ... going to sleep ... ZZzzz...
Haha... think i abit crazy been watching lots of movie... renting vcd everyday... like on movie marathon for these few days. I have already watched 200 Pound Beauty, Cars, Poseidon, High School Musical, Windstruck also known as Wo De Ye Man Shi Jie, Shaolin Da Ge Da and Sky High ...
Btw i just finish watching Sky High before blogging here!!
Yeah !!! Tomorrow my off day, still got 2 more movies on the go haha... Nacho Libre and Love Wrecked!!! haha... don't know should watch wat first ... i'm falling in love with Movies haha... gotta burn a hole in my pocket soon from all the renting ... but i dun care i just like watching them ...
Yeah ... went to Sentosa ... !!! Took the monorail. First Time taking ah... !!!
Haha what a great day to go there, raining for most of the day haha... play lots of stupid games... Finally get to see my sec friends after so long haha...
Think i super dumb... only brought a new set of t-shirt 4get abt my shorts haha.. end up not going into the sea... !!!
Feeling abit fan looking for a roommate for NTU hall... everyone has already got someone ... bad ah... feeling left out... then went to msn to talk with ppl ask whether they have ppl turns out all already got one... then strangely Amos who was deciding to stay with Ivan, decide to let me stay with him as he still preferred to stay @ home... feel abit bad... sia but still feel lucky to find someone @ the end of the day... Then we decided to offer him to rest in our room during his free time haha..
Yeah... finally got myself a superkey.... no longer need that super troublesome ezpass haha... can play more games on my NDS also ... haha... now really think my PSP will have to rest @ home for sometime le haha....
Wah ... tomorrow going to Sentosa...
As requested by Zi Guo, i decided to update something haha.. actually nothing much to write about recently ... suddenly after that day when i play zi guo ds, i decided to go home and dl a game similar to his japanese game.. it's called <
Uh.. got so many movie coming up... Fantastic 4, Transformers, Surf's Up .... i wanna watch all of them haha... but got no one to join me haha... !!!
Today is my off day decided to give my blog a new look ... haha actually was really bored at home got nothing much to do then suddenly just decided to change my blog's look haha.... think black suits me more haha....
Actually was thinking of going to Sim Lim Area to buy my superkey, then go bugis street to look for new sling bag... Guess i'm just too lazy and not really motivated to go there alone... so decided to rot away @ home haha...
Hey it's the first post for this month..... oh we went to Shenton Way Party World again to celebrate Fina B'dae... This time sang more songs... sang with many ppl but somehow still thinks that my voice sounds weird over the mic... haha... dun sound like my usual singing haha... we have lots of fun... ate chocolate cake..
Everything ended at 3a.m then went back home with Fina and Louis ... Haha... btw Louis was that drunk and talking nonsensical when we ask him questions on the Cab... In the end, I decided to send him home before going home...
Reach Home at Around 3.40a.m, have a show and decide to sleep le... Coz today will be a Full shift ... Hope won't knock out... i will have to stop here, going to get ready to bath and leave for work soon....
First Love English Lyrics
Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more
You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
My first love
Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the warmth of your embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
Yah yah yah
You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
Oh oh
Erm... been feeling weird this whole day ... dunno why .. i should say more of frustration and don't really feel like talking, can't smile and laugh much... Maybe it's due to my cough and illness, work or maybe something else ... Just hope this feeling will disappear after tonight sleep... !!!
And Please Just get away from me , My stupid idiotic COUGH!!!!
I Was Born To Love You
Words and music by Freddie Mercury
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
you're my ecstasy
If I was give every opportunity
I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through -
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Comin' through
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, I love you babe
Yes, I was born to love you
I wanna love you , love you, love you
I wanna love youI get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me
It's been a while since i last went to my er yi de house.. guess what we have a game of mahjong haha... in fact should say 2 and 1/4 games..
won $3.60 in first game
won $7.60 in second game
loss $0.60 in the last short game
Looks like alot of .60 in the winning and losing .... so my net earning for the day is $10.60... cheers money for my break time meal !!!
Anyway if anyone wanna play mahjong must ask me along ... btw i only play 20/40 cents only haha... 1/2dollar don't bother finding cause i dun have the money... haha...
guess today is quite a lucky day for me... !!!
Hai... it's 1am already... and i'm still awake.. just don't have the feeling of wanting to sleep... !!! Feeling a bit vexed and sian.. can't really figure out why ...
All my family members already in dream land, only me alone facing my com typing away all this nonsense .... !!!
Not only that, there was supposed to be a class gathering at Sentosa today but sudden change to next week... wasted my off day... now stuck alone dunno what to do... maybe should ask my frens out for movie...
Haha... watching battle royale 1 N 2 this few days... intro to me by dennis ... The show super bloodly sia... scary.. killing one another like no tomorrow .. haha.. you all can try watching it through www.crunchyroll.com
Hai... out of a sudden having cough... must be due to ky coughing beside me in the taxi... haha jk only lah.. think due to the liquor and chicken wings we eat at poh sheng's birthday... need to recover fast... if not how to talk to customer haha... got husky and sexy voice ....
Wah so long nv see my platoon mate le..., So glad to see all of them !!! So many of them have change in terms of looks haha... !!!
Yeah my 3 months contract finally ended, times really fly without you noticing it haha... but dun think i will be quitting this job ... feeling somehow attach to it and the ppl around me... Long Live FILA ....
Haha.. first time going to Party World... Singing in front of others like quite weird haha.. but really enjoy myself ... haha... !! If i remember correctly the first song i sang was Shi Nian with Zi Guo..
These are the photo on our way home...
Haha me n Fina, Louis sitting on my left... Jordan sitting in Front nv take any pix with him
Hai... really got no luck in Driving, Met up with the same tester again... !!! Once again he didn't let me pass ... I must try harder next time
Nothing really happen this month... but feel really glad to be working in FILA ... got to know lots of friends... Most of them are really funny ... gives this job a little feeling of home... easy breezy... Thanks alot guys for making my day bright ...
Been working at J8 for less than 2 weeks, then sudden got notice we moving to HBF haha.. luckily most of the part timers are going there... !! hehe
After hearing lots from zi guo abt ear piercing decided to go for one on that day... Don't know where i got my courage from.... ???
Haha ... it's my birthday ... Nothing big happen just a small celebration with my family, bought a little cake though... i also working today... hai... all my friends say i crazy still working on my birthday.. haha..
Quite sudden ah... being transfer out of vivo to j8 but life still goes on... haha.. but quite glad being transfer to j8 thou haha.. got to know zi guo, Andy, Andrea and Na Jie... very fun ppl to work with... really enjoy myself there... just there j8 is abit hot... always sweating ... haha...
Haha i found a new job le... starting work on this very special day ... Valentine's day... I'm posted to FILA VIVO to work... got to a whole new place to work haha.. not really lah my previous work also at VIVO ... Got to know the Fina, Louis, Karl and Jordan
